We have our RAI appointment this Thursday. We… Well, HE has his RAI appointment this Thursday, but WE are nervous. It seems like this is a real gamble and no one outcome is the same as the next.
I am so worried. This is a no shit end to something. We can’t go back. Once this is done, it is done. What if it makes him feel worse? He does so well trying to keep a positive face and making it seem like he is fine. I just don’t know how much more he can take. He is the strongest and most giving man I have ever known in my life and I hope that he can endure this. I hope we can endure this.
Cross your fingers cyber world. We are about to go to a place we can not return from. I hate not knowing what is going to happen. I am sure he does too.
One Step at a Time 