Progress, I think…

We have our RAI appointment this Thursday.  We…  Well, HE has his RAI appointment this Thursday, but WE are nervous.  It seems like this is a real gamble and no one outcome is the same as the next.

I am so worried.  This is a no shit end to something.  We can’t go back.  Once this is done, it is done.  What if it makes him feel worse?  He does so well trying to keep a positive face and making it seem like he is fine.  I just don’t know how much more he can take.  He is the strongest and most giving man I have ever known in my life and I hope that he can endure this.  I hope we can endure this.

Cross your fingers cyber world.  We are about to go to a place we can not return from.  I hate not knowing what is going to happen.  I am sure he does too.

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